lskdjf, I really have not been active on here in MONTHS. I've done next to no art, and I just don't really feel all that involved on here.

Welp, here's some facts about me. Krisztina, this is for you.

1) I am more reverent towards good food than I am towards my religion.
2) I am constantly unsatisfied with my artwork, writing and cooking, and though I enjoy compliments I fear I will never be able to wholeheartedly accept them.
3) I met many of my best friends online, and many on deviantart, but I recently feel as though I've grown out of the site.
4) I used to dig holes all over my back yard. My dad planted a tree in one of them rather than going through the trouble of refilling it.
5) I am afraid of losing a lot of weight. Not necessarily because of appearance changes, but because it would mean having to shell out several hundred dollars on all new clothes.
6) One day (and this is a promise) I will shave my head.
7) I get new piercings when I'm going through a really bad time in my life. It offers just enough pain that I can distract myself, and it's more socially acceptable and less noticeable than cutting.
8) I have a fancy photo album cover that I have filled with postcards from every museum, event and show I have been to. I have no money for real art, so I have built my collection in miniature. My mom did the same thing and has bequeathed her collection to me.
9) In the middle of the night I sometimes lay awake and fantasize about cutting all ties and simply walking away. I'm talking about just taking my backpack and my bike and going. But I'm too big a sissy to do it.
10) I obsess about my lizard because I like to think she is dependent on me. I fear for what this would mean if I was a parent.